MrHydeEX

When I been hurt in the past I've had several ways to deal with the pain: I lashed out violently, used drugs to take the edge off, or the good old fashioned "Ignoring the problem". In the past those solutions worked great, hell they never failed. Problem is, none of those "Soulutions" are applicable to me any more. Violence is something I've been trying to keep in my past, its something that has plauged my family for generations, something so intergrated into who I am that the majority of my teen years revolved around fighting. I was good at it, one of the best in this state, mayby even the nation. Bar fight or boxing match, I loved it all.